Bad news

I'm out of commission for at least 4-6 weeks. The pain in my tailbone has been getting worse, not better, over the past week. Now that the swelling is down, it looks like I did damage to the ligaments surrounding my coccyx. If I took another fall, because the surrounding infrastructure is damaged, there is a good chance I would break something.

I am stunningly disappointed that I can't tryout tomorrow, but I'm trying really hard to accept it. Like I have another choice... It's not my time, and that's just how it is. After my back heals up, I will take the time to get faster and stronger that I am now. I can't give up on this.

I just love the derby so much. Being out in the middle of the track on Saturday gave me a taste of something that I know I am passionate about and I will not give up on. No way.